Tak ada kerja cari kerja ....hehehhe

Salam,

Dah lama  tak menulis di sini dan makcik pun kekadang tak faham  kenapa makcik  perlu menulis di sini. Ada banyak  perkara yang  membuatkan  makcik teruja untuk menulis tetapi  selalunya hanyalah  hangat-hangat tahi ayam.

Why the title for today is 'tak ada kerja cari kerja'. I've been waiting for 2 years to do my Master .... and lastly on 24 Aug 2013 ... I've registered myself as  UITM student doing  Master program in IT. hehehe ...at last  dapat jugak. I do not know what to say about how i felt ... gembira ke takut ke sedih ke? ...ceh! u are old already...aged 43 years old ... kubur kata mari ..rumah kata pergi .... but at heart .. i think i'm still  34 years old mmmm and it is  a good number .... maybe I want to stay at that  age jer ... boleh ker?

Sometimes life ni ...we planned but not all the things that happened as per planned. The planned is i'm going for my Master programme in UPNM ...doing  Master in Business Engineering Management  ... but unfortunately ... being known as an IT officer and  TPTD knows u ...( from all the  marah and tengking   and everything .... alaaa  I consider it as marah, marah sayang .... jer .... kalau x marah kang dia tak tahu plak kita buat kerja kan), my application to further study has been rejected with the excuse that ... I am suppose to do Master in IT not in  management. What everlah  but now  I'm doing it ..on my own ...

Eh! why you doing on your own ....? The jabatanarah did plan to send me to Australia ... but unfortunately ... I failed the English exam .. ADFELPS test ...could only get the highest 7.5 not 8 as per instruction... so  I could not  sit for  IELTS exam.  I did cried because I failed the test ( eeee teruk sungguh rupa orang tua bila menangis tapi nangis sorang-soranglah bukan depan orang) but  one of my  junior officer told me ... 'Puan mungkin ada hikmahnya Puan  fail English test  tu ... maybe she is right ..

When  I think back, ....yes  what she said is true .... there is so many things that need to be reconsider before  I'm going to Australia.... so many things.

 .....I''m going to take  Ikmal and Ain with me. Bibik  could not accompany us. My husband will stay in Malaysia. Ikmal, a 6 years old boy who is very manja  and Ain, 13 years old girl  that is full of things that she wants to explore ...teenager lah katakan. I need to study there, I need to take care my kids and I need to worry abt my husband in  Malaysia .... I menyusahkan  diri sendiri ... it is like Master program ni tak ada kat Malaysia. so  x jadilah pergi .....and my husband is happy with my decision.

Never in my thought that I'm worried if my husband will have other women in Malaysia  when i'm in Australia ....but i'm worry  with  his health... sihat kah dia nanti,  macamana makan pakai dia .... janganlah dia sakit. As for me .... I worry myself sbb  hati mudah tergugat bila melihat lelaki handsome ..hahaha ..bukan ke semua orang macam tu.

Nak stop dululah  ..... dah masuk waktu  Zohor and after this I  have  technology update session di BPM. ok take care.

Blank kejap

What to story yer ??  hehehehe ... nothing much to say  because it is month of Ramadhan ...so  i'll be quitelah sekejap.

Start working........

Well...today is the first day of working after  7 days leave ... I do not know how to start the day  but something has to be done. So what I'm gonna do today ....

1. There is one practical student  from UITM Segamat. I have asked my staffs to  assist him with his task which is have been briefed by me. He need to go for  security clearance with  the intelligence.

2. I have called the air con technician, asked him to come to the house to check the problem with electricity.

3. I have asked my staff to buy me a light to replace my daughter's bedroom light. I'm going to install it this afternoon.

4. I  have called sekretariat asked when the JKPTD meeting will be held.

5. I've almost  forgot that this week is  PUSTEKMA ICT seminar .... going to  attend it tomorrow.

6. mmmmm how's to start the day  yer.....

Being lefthanded

My  daughter is really interested with  lefthanded people ... I don't know  why. Almost every day there will be a story to tell about lefthanded  from  her. "Mak, Tomok  is lefthanded", "Mak, my friend is lefthanded".... and something  that make she is more exicited is that her mother is lefthanded... I don't know whether because of me, who is born as lefthanded or something else ..but  she just love discussing about lefthanded .... she is righthanded...same goes to her little brother ...

Last year  my younger sister gave birth to her daughter  who has the same date as me ..24th May..  I've told  her .... wow! this is good because now I can celebrate  birthday together with her daugther ... and we do celebrate together  this year.

Last year in my office we have  4 staffs that share the same birthday as me.., my boss, my SO2 Koord, my programmer and me. 2 are righthanded and  2 are lefthanded ..... and what a coincedence
the righthanded persons are so quiet just like  there is  gold in their mouth and very kind while  the lefthanded ones ... ayooo  love talking, bubly .... and very the loyar buruk ... it is me and my SO2 Koord ...and now there  on 2 lefts ... one lefthanded and one righthanded ....  the other 2 have been posted to other units.

My younger sister is quite worry  if her daughter is lefthanded because I've told her if she is, then probably she will has an attitude and character like  me...which  is what she is afraid of ... hehehe what to do? ok what ... being lefthanded..mind u, I eat  nasi use my right hand but  holding the kuih-muih ..sorry  still using  lefthand... can't help it actually or it is just an excuse... whatever

http://www.beinglefthanded.com/

Future Planning

Yeah I know I am 43 years old ... and I am old woman ... but there is no harm done if  I still want to make plan for my future. Don't say .... you should concerntrate on religious ... come on....  I have kids to educate them and to make sure they can survive in this world.

Then you all will say ... You have your husband  and that is his responsibility ... I know, I know ...no need to tell me many times ... I know ..it is his responsibility ... but why not and it is nothing wrong if I want to ease the burden. He is working hard for us now. I do really appreciate and  love him ... don't know whether there is another guy  who can replace him and  there is no other girl  that can replace me ... that is what I thought. I think we have been made for each other .... and  I cherish every moment  that  we are spending together. I LOVE YOU   MY HUSBAND ...

As for me ...an IT officer ..so called ..but there is a lot of things about IT  that need to be learn. For now, my task is spesific on system development ... and  I love that but  this  cute things ... always make  my brain  is going to crack .... almost  every day there will be new things  that need to be attend to and to be discover... what a life.

I have promised my staffs to  bake them some brownies ...but I broke my promise, last night .. I have spent time with my kids and my mother in law watching Malay movies. Now I've got to admit ...most  of  Malay movies are good and have the quality that I have been looking for. But there are also stupid  movies like Toyol and  Bekas Isteri-Isteriku Gangster ... what a heck .... why I say so .. think yourself ... what it is.

I am 43 years old

Well on 24th of May .... I've celebrated my 43rd years of age. How time fly fast. Still  have a lot of  mission, ambition, dream and whatsoever to fulfill. One of it is communicating and writing in English. ... from the aged of 7, I've been introduced to this language ..but heck  ...still tak pandai pandai .... do not blame it on the rain.

During  my  teenage yeras ... I've been introduced to  the series of  Sweet Dreams ans Mills and Boons novels ... how  I love to read them and  I could finish 5 novels in a day ....

After that ... when I am married ...my husband  bought novels wrote by Steve Martin, Jeffery Archer  n Stephen King ... I also bought self improvement  book .... but lately ..I think  these few years ..I can't remember when is the last time I bought English book and What is the title  of the book. Oh my English .... the fault is mine and not  anyone else.

So  this year .. the mission is to  sit for IELTS exam and have a very good band ... apa macam?

What i'm going to do today

Feeling so lazy ... am I saying it right.  Usually wake up at 0530hrs every working days but today .... lazy syndrome is effecting me .. I woke up at 0645hrs .... so what  can I do .....the planning to  reach office  before 0700hrs and  jog  before start  my work  is go down to the drain. But I have done a good thing... sending Ikmal  to school and he loved it... mmmm  I'm going to get home early today.

Tomorrow is my birthday ...but  I do not got the time to rest yet .... my katak hijau ( my car) need to be sent for service at  Honda Glenmarie at 0900hrs, the aircond technicians will coming to repair  aircond at Ain's bedroom, go to Jakell Shah Alam ... buying some curtains and cloth for Hari Raya ...they have Hari Raya Sale right now. My nephews whom renting our apartment at Mutiara Anggerik, Shah Alam ask  me to  change the curtains for middle room because  it is quite old ...My husband and I have went to one shop near to our home ... and planning to by  7 metres of curtain cloth to replace that  old curtain. The price is RM345  for the whole 7 metres ...mak oiii !!! luckily the cloth is not been cut yet, if not lari budget ... I'm just planned to spend less than RM100 for the curtains (seems like I am stingy right? ... I'm going to sew it myself ..just a simple French pleat.. but to spend RM345 for just a window  that has 3 panel windows ..oh my not me.... I could take it if it is for sliding door with  3 panel doors).

Then I've suggested to my husband to go to Jakell..... if the  price is not beyond our budget ...then we go to Nagoya. Luckily when we reached Jakel, they are on sale ....seronoknya ..unlucky for me ... do not bring  extra money to spend. So  tomorrow is the day for us to spend on curtains and cloths. We r going to take my mother in law with us because  when she knew that we went to Jakel ..she said ' kenapa tak cakap?' Heehehe  .. my mother in law is just around the corner  dengan Jakel ni ...but  she got no one to accompanying her to go there.

The curtain that we have bought doesn't has enough width length ....kedut for the French pleat tak cantik ... so  I'm going to use that new curtain as the  curtain for door between our  living hall and kitchen. We have install  an aircond in our living room ...so this curtain will work good as  halangan for  udara  sejuk aircond pergi  ke dapur.

So my plan is I'm going to buy curtains for my sliding door at  living room, for my bedroom, for budak-budak room and maybe bibik's room too. Some cloth for my  comforter ....got 2 comforters that need to be changed to new look. We'll see.