Tak ada kerja cari kerja ....hehehhe

Salam,

Dah lama  tak menulis di sini dan makcik pun kekadang tak faham  kenapa makcik  perlu menulis di sini. Ada banyak  perkara yang  membuatkan  makcik teruja untuk menulis tetapi  selalunya hanyalah  hangat-hangat tahi ayam.

Why the title for today is 'tak ada kerja cari kerja'. I've been waiting for 2 years to do my Master .... and lastly on 24 Aug 2013 ... I've registered myself as  UITM student doing  Master program in IT. hehehe ...at last  dapat jugak. I do not know what to say about how i felt ... gembira ke takut ke sedih ke? ...ceh! u are old already...aged 43 years old ... kubur kata mari ..rumah kata pergi .... but at heart .. i think i'm still  34 years old mmmm and it is  a good number .... maybe I want to stay at that  age jer ... boleh ker?

Sometimes life ni ...we planned but not all the things that happened as per planned. The planned is i'm going for my Master programme in UPNM ...doing  Master in Business Engineering Management  ... but unfortunately ... being known as an IT officer and  TPTD knows u ...( from all the  marah and tengking   and everything .... alaaa  I consider it as marah, marah sayang .... jer .... kalau x marah kang dia tak tahu plak kita buat kerja kan), my application to further study has been rejected with the excuse that ... I am suppose to do Master in IT not in  management. What everlah  but now  I'm doing it ..on my own ...

Eh! why you doing on your own ....? The jabatanarah did plan to send me to Australia ... but unfortunately ... I failed the English exam .. ADFELPS test ...could only get the highest 7.5 not 8 as per instruction... so  I could not  sit for  IELTS exam.  I did cried because I failed the test ( eeee teruk sungguh rupa orang tua bila menangis tapi nangis sorang-soranglah bukan depan orang) but  one of my  junior officer told me ... 'Puan mungkin ada hikmahnya Puan  fail English test  tu ... maybe she is right ..

When  I think back, ....yes  what she said is true .... there is so many things that need to be reconsider before  I'm going to Australia.... so many things.

 .....I''m going to take  Ikmal and Ain with me. Bibik  could not accompany us. My husband will stay in Malaysia. Ikmal, a 6 years old boy who is very manja  and Ain, 13 years old girl  that is full of things that she wants to explore ...teenager lah katakan. I need to study there, I need to take care my kids and I need to worry abt my husband in  Malaysia .... I menyusahkan  diri sendiri ... it is like Master program ni tak ada kat Malaysia. so  x jadilah pergi .....and my husband is happy with my decision.

Never in my thought that I'm worried if my husband will have other women in Malaysia  when i'm in Australia ....but i'm worry  with  his health... sihat kah dia nanti,  macamana makan pakai dia .... janganlah dia sakit. As for me .... I worry myself sbb  hati mudah tergugat bila melihat lelaki handsome ..hahaha ..bukan ke semua orang macam tu.

Nak stop dululah  ..... dah masuk waktu  Zohor and after this I  have  technology update session di BPM. ok take care.